Sense proving, 25-10-2019, Haltern am See, Peter, Ina, Helena
Prover 1, Petra
In the woods: quick contact, a turquoise-green iridescent attraction.
I have a funnel from "jelly" in my head.
It slowly fills my upper head with "jelly" (gelatine, jelly).
It massages the head, loosens and relaxes the head.
The jelly mass is also around the head. Slowly it flows further down.
I cry silently, tears dissolve.
The crying can take a long time, I take my time.
I cry silently.
I could cry like that for hours. (The other examiner also cries silently.) But I continue.
Injured men, sensitive men. I see the veins under their skin. So thin and vulnerable.
Injured masculinity.
The silhouette of a cat can be seen on the skin of the mushroom, it is the mediator. The skin leads into depth, into another dimension, under water.
The gelatin mass cleanses the head of old thoughts.
The wet cold sweating hands of young men and their shame to allow someone to touch. So they do not allow themselves or hesitate to touch a woman with their hands.
The gelatin mass is now in the neck area.
The fairy tale of the Frog King. But it is not like that. They don't wait until the disgusting frog comes.
The golden ball of the woman falls into the water and then she dives herself and sets off on the search. And then discovers a new world.
She receives a golden ray through the green funnel.
The body is supplied with blood, the blood flows and the cells and the matrix are newly sorted.
The jelly mass goes slowly to the middle of the body.
I get a new shell. Very fresh.
The golden ray goes through my body, from top to bottom.
On both feet swimming-skins and fins grow.
Above male, below female.
Total body scan.
Stage 3.
Silicium series.
Teenagers, with heavy perspiration.
Damage from antiperspirant with aluminium.
Anxiety/discomfort before or after use of whole body scanners.
Dream: I am in bright rooms and a ghost of a dead woman enters from the
right side. As a big pink bubble. It is my sister’s dead neighbour, I did not know her. Two months
ago, together with a friend at my sister’s place, I felt invisible. Dead energy of the neighbour woman going through the room. The same happened a month later together with a different friend. Both
friends felt it too. This time I can see the ghost because of the bright pink color. Yes it is here. I realize I am in my dream and dream on. The color of the ghost now confirms me that I can trust my intuition. I speak with the color. I am happy about the message, still I am aware I am in my dream.
Prover 2During the last three weeks my head hair sebum production has been reduced significantly.
I felt the fungi energy in my hair, didn't need or want to wash my hair (= like antennas) for many days. It like purified itself.
Prover 3Stropharia aeroginosa with a sticky, shining hat.
Holding in my right hand, it started to sting, to prick, to smart in my hand. In asking the Stropharia what it could tell me, a kind of headache is coming up in the right part of my brain and then suddenly there was a thud -in Dutch ploffff-. My right body side is becoming warm, hot and a kind of swollen with a kind of lethargic, slow, sluggish feeling. My eyes got stuck down, it was a kind of relaxation but at the same time really heavy. My left body-side is on the contrary becoming cold and later icy cold, my balance is gone and I am collapsing in a corner on the floor.
Before loosing myself totally I was wondering what would happen if I would hold this Stropharia in the other hand. So I did.
Now my left body side got warm, hot, heavy and swollen, and my right side appeared to become cold - icy cold.
Not waiting on the collapsing on the floor again, I took the sticky, shining hat of this Stropharia in the palm of my left hand with the right hand under the left.
This time my spinal column got first cold, icy cold and I got a heavy headache in the back of my head. This got more and more heavy until I was a big heavy, bloated, swollen head with two numb sticks in stead of legs under it. My feet got numb, no feeling in it. My right ear became a running ear as if a warm fluid was coming out of it.
Then I asked the mushroom why this all was happening? What could be the cause?
The answer was that I had to open my heart, I had to make the connections with everybody. So I tried to open my heart in order to get rid of this ugly heavy, bloated, swollen head. I tried and tried and tried, etcetera; it didn't work, my heart could not be opened.
DiscussionPhase 7, because of the collapsing, not being able to get back to normal, it was out and over; stage 15, because of giving up.
Above masculinity, below femininity. Full body scan.
Stage 3.
Phase 2.
Silica
Series.
Teenager, with severe perspiration.
Damage caused by antiperspirant with aluminium.
Anxiety/complaints before or after using full-body scanners.