Trituration proving, dried mushrooms, 24-9-2021, Zell, Christa Ari.
Prover 1Small (true) garlic swallow
Place of discovery: Carinthia, Mirnock, 1000m altitude.
C11 The small mushrooms are brittle, remain visible in the shell for a long time. I hardly notice the intense garlic smell they had when fresh.
It takes a lot of effort to get them small - done!
2 Headache on the forehead, above the eyes, more on the right than on the left, violent, moves to the middle between the eyes. Pressure. Eye pressure intense.
What you can't see with your eyes, you can only see with your heart!
No one can withstand this pressure, you overestimate your abilities.
Cobbler stick to your last, you can't expect everything of yourself.
I now see Rumpelstiltskin, in his little red coat, standing on one leg and wearing a little cap, screaming: Oh, how good it is that no one knows that.
3 The pain extends to both cheekbones and is accompanied by nausea.
Oh, how heavy my heart is, I breathe deeply.
I feel dull and empty, nothing works anymore.
No momentum; no fuel in the tank - stranded at the end.
No fertile land in sight.
Everything given; no thanks for it.
Is that supposed to be it?
The magic wand is broken!!! (the porcelain spoon for scraping suddenly shattered into many pieces!) Did I apply too much pressure? Have I lost my sensitivity?
I am no longer able to do magic - I have lost all my skill!
4 I used to be good and very skillful, everything came easily to me, I was able to convince everyone quickly, I had good useful ideas, I liked to think of myself, I was a good manager and no one noticed.
New beginning, where are you? Will I get another chance?
All the effort was useless, only pain and cramp and disappointment. Now that the tension is gone, because I have given up the fight, I feel visibly well.
I have surrendered! Yes, now I want to be conquered for once. I feel like a golden treasure waiting to be conquered. That feels good! It makes me feel good, softens me and warms my heart. I close my eyes and now enjoy eternal rest.
5 I don't have to understand anything, I can see everything deep inside my heart.
Thanks to you, you little swindler! Here the magic lives anew, without a staff, only through magic!
Magic is the spice I can give you, enchants through the whole world, gives you colours and warmth. Makes you shine and be very special...and everyone can see that!
6...a little bit of garlic tastes out, the little devil, has he bewitched me, I wonder?
I perceive a deeply relaxed feeling. Wonderful!
Glasses off, eyes closed - then it's easy, because.
... it's not with the eyes that you see well, but with the heart!
DiscussionC1
Exhausting to rub; headache, pressure in the eyes to both cheekbones, nausea.
No one can withstand this pressure, you overestimate your abilities.
What you don't see with your eyes, you see with your heart.
Rumpelstilzechen; Oh how good that no one knows; heavy around the heart, dull and heavy, nothing works any more.
No fuel in thanks; no fertile land in sight; I have given everything and no thanks.
(spoon shattered) because I worked with so much PRESSURE.
Too much pressure exerted; in the past I succeeded in everything with ease (rhymes).
Now everything is grey.
Afraid of falling.
I've been working in my own bag, no one has noticed it.
Do I get another chance.
All effort has only produced disappointment.
Then turn around after the spasmodic forcing - tension is gone because the fight is given up; I have surrendered, now I want to be conquered and found as a treasure.
Warm around the heart, enjoy; can see everything in my heart.
Magic is the spice I can give you; enchanted; be very special.
At the end very redeeming, after I have given up the exhausting fight.
Pressure; stage 8.
Stage 5; the special; I was then very special.
Essence: if you try too hard, it goes into spasm; you have to relax and give up the struggle; you can't stay in pressure.
Also funny, childish; a little clever trickster who has made his way and achieved a lot - suddenly nothing works anymore. Little trickster; perhaps also pickpocket, street child; who also has to see that he survive; left to his own devices.
Migraine.
Or: women who have always tried so hard, but they are no longer so skilful, but they try to the utmost; the magic wand is lost, they realise that it doesn't work like that and that the sensitivity and the skill are no longer there because there was too much pressure behind it; something breaks;; Loss of abilities; Rumpelstiltskin uses the skill in a tricky way.
Fungus: Trickery to get recognitionHere specifically: the effort, the pressure. I absolutely have to succeed; can't hold the power and tension - at some point it breaks down.
DD: feeling of having grown up like a street child; Helix pomartica (snail).
Spectrum; e.g. parents are alcoholics, child is on his own.