Sense proving, Haltern am See,
Prover 1Hat and stems are fixed, lamellae soft; Smell of forest - putrid
It reminds me of a nipple (hat) and milk ducts (lamellae).
Inner sentence "I want to perceive my function".
Soft inside, vulnerable.
"I am deeply attached to the earth; deeply rooted”.
Pressure in the head - right side.
Trembling like slightly electrified.
Unpleasant energy that is centered in the nose, eye and mouth.
"I decide about life and death".
Anger - I want to destroy everything, trample everything.
Inner picture: man with a club in his hand; hits in a brutal way, deep in the forest.
Palpitations.
Spasm in the larynx.
Everything is annoying me around me; Thought: "Why are people so unobservant?".
Pain in the larynx, as if a hook is lodged in the larynx.
Can not think clearly.
I am fed up with mushrooms, fungi.
Stomach ache: "Someone is boxing in my stomach".
I put the mushroom on my head: I feel tons of pressure, I am crushed,but also: "I grow up". It reminds me of the movie “ Frozen”, where a moss gnome happily announces that a mushroom is growing on his clothes to say that it is not a toddler any more.
Longing to upper levels - spirituality, but I am being held to the earth
I want to drive out al the others, in all directions: "Leave me alone, Stay away from me".
Thick lump in the stomach.
"I'm feminine (nipple), but full of aggressiveness.