Trituration proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Markus Kuntosch, Susanne Villedieu.
Mushroom grew at a height of 2, 5 m on an old cherry tree (Feuerbacher Höhe near Kandern)
(Sens) Scaling skin, burning palate, burning in the right lower abdomen, burning right shoulder.
Picture of a meditating Buddha surrounded by yellow light in the midst of everyday noise and bustle stay calm. If it gets too noisy I prefer to withdraw.
C 1/2 Burning in the abdomen as if the whole large intestine was on fire, like after a too spicy meal. I have to curl up so that the burning subsides. I put a protective coat over your inner and outer skins like a healing balm. Old crap you can't digest will attack you too much from the outside and inside.
C 1/3 See a house with yellow roof tiles. I act like roof tiles protecting your house from adverse influences, close the holes in the aura.
C 1/4 Skin defects after severe burns or skin tumour resection. The skin burns and contracts painfully. The skin grafts are inflamed and do not want to heal. I help them to heal again.
C1/5 Image of a yellowish, soft mass that slowly covers and covers a rough, brown-red area, like a protective varnish. Sealing. Beginning granulation. New skin forms islands that grow together and close the defect again.
C1/6 Again slight burning sensation in the lower abdomen that quickly passes.
(Sex. Totally woozy, as if numb. A crazy lust. Smell immerses me. Touching skin to skin. Naked bodies close together. Many of them. Can't tell which hand belongs to which. Can't tell man from woman. Very close. Merging in the group. Pressure and nausea retrosternally. Unpleasant pressure in lower abdomen. Totally tired and exhausted, powerless. Total lust changed to total aversion. Lost my manhood/womanhood. Loss of libido, no longer feel desirable. Head pressure right temple. Drive myself. Now rub it in, do it now. Now I don't really feel like it anymore.
C1/6 Pressure lower abdomen. Breathe in the scent, you let yourself fall, up and away. It was all about complete ecstasy and beaming away in sex, like drug not about relationship.
End of "Perfume". (P. Süßkind). To dissolve completely in desire.
To be disgusted by repulsive skin. Not to be disgusted by sleeping with a man with psoriasis. Oiling old people with repulsive skin.
Good individual boundaries. Where is my healthy boundary.
Discussion DiezSulphur Porling -
Laetiporus sulphureus.
(Mark)
Skin flake, burning in the abdomen - like eating too spicy had to bend me Meditating Buddha.
I put a protective mantle over your outer and inner skins.... like a healing balm.
Old crap you can't digest, ripened you too much on the outside and inside House with yellow roof tiles that protect
Close the holes in your aura.
Skin defects like after severe burns or resections; Burning skin, skin graft that does not want to heal, inflamed, red, burning.
Help it heal
Honey-like yellow mass spreads protectively over the defect
(Susanne.)
Everything is about sex, desire, lust - extremely woozy, not clear; like a trancesexuallity picture almost all the time: naked bodies without faces and without genitals (can't see them) - extremely many bodies lie close to close, skin, ecstasy through the touch.
Can't distinguish man and woman, the whole group merges into each other.
(end scene in "perfume")
A lot of exstasy
Pressure behind the sternum, strong tiredness, strong nausea
Merging with the group
Then desire tips over into aversion - have manhood loss, loss of libido - don't feel desirable; irritated because everything with sex.
Head pressure
Impatient, have driven myself
Lower abdomen
Breathe in the scent and immediately fall away; Body must drop....
Must eat the human immediately with skin and hair, the scent takes me in so much
Skin.
Strong psoriasis - how can they sleep together, I would be disgusted by the skin;.....
Good means for good individual demarcation. where do I let no one in and out; Skin - demarcation also to the universe.
Skin remedy; also extreme neurodermatitis.
DD Vernix caseosaBurning desire.... relationship issues.
Having to separate oneself completely (skin disease) - or melting completely in the relationship
Fern: not pleasant touch but everything is too much; equal to trance, melting.
quality of the carbon series.