Sense proving, 15-9-2021, Zell, Jan Scholten, Petra Ballock.
Prover 1Cleaning, cleaning the mushroom.
Dried up and shrivelled up.
A child that has been abandoned.
A dried-up apple.
An old woman neglected by her children, but she understands because they are so busy with their own children and work; but she has done so much for them; but she is wise so is life.
Headache, pressing, inwards, sides and behind the ears.
Doing what you have to do but don't expect gratitude.
Smell: like an apple.
Simple, as a human, a simple life.
Modest.
Gentle, accommodating.
The image on the mushroom like a face, with a mouth that is a bit better and has a bit of humour.
An old woman who herself has been neglected and so has taken extra good care of her children and then received little or no appreciation for it; but her children themselves take good care of their children.
Prover 2The mushroom smells like sperm and sex.
It is easy to touch, powerful and strong
C1A man with many children, at least eight, in a big house.
Fertile, a child every year.
Large bedroom, bright from sunshine.
Intensely lived and loved, weathered by life and enjoyment. Nitricum
Memories of his childhood: sad, empty, eerie, creepy.
I think of Franz-Xaver Kroetz.
The man/mushroom remains like this for a long time.
Mushroom looks like a teddy bear. The teddy bear was taken away from him as a child and thrown into the dirt, neglected as a child, tortured. As a punishment, locked up next to the pantry, by the potato cellar.
He takes care of his children. In the morning he serves them hot chocolate.
Children's laughter in the house.
There is a wife, but she does not appear here.
Sarcasm + love.
Neglected mother neglects son.
Son takes care of his children.
In a large farmhouse, light, bright large bedroom, open windows.
The old musty overcome. The old torments show in bitter humor and much care for own children.
No relation to the mother, faded out.
Care of the children by the mother and wife is faded out - does not occur.
Prover DiezCap looks a bit like a face.
Smell of sperm and sex.
Underwear - much too beautiful only for the bedroom.
You can touch it,
Man in bedroom, 8 children, fertile.
Nitricum quality.
Franz Xaver Kroetz: Memory of his childhood which is gruesome and empty and sad.
Theme: cleaning; being dried up and shriveled, breaking taboos, sarcastic; weathered man; primal stone.
Breaking taboos was also innovative.
There is also great strength in it.
Farmer, a bit tough, but also heart in the right place; taboo breaking creative.
Child - abandoned.
Neglected old woman - took care of the children who do nothing for her.
You have to do what you have to do, but must not expect thanks.
Humble, adaptive.
Bitterness and humor; simple.
Preserved but withered.
Tortured, locked up for punishment in the potato cellar.
There's a woman to it - but she doesn't come forward.
Sarcasm and love.
Neglect.
Mother and son.
Big farmhouse, old musty.
The old agonies show themselves in bitter humour.
Mother is faded out.
Modest, there is also a natural wisdom.
Kroetz is also very critical of society; revealing.
Cause of neglect: big farm, lots of work, lots of children; was probably normal 100 years ago.
Milky; there is probably something nurturing there too; Papa making cocoa for the children.