Sense proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Susanne Diez
C1Anita velitaba... Amithaba velata... the Buddha of the future... and a woman stirring dough.
This mushroom is much more sociable, being among people does not bother it - what is outside passes through it, touches it little, does not bother it.
The mass in the shell seems to become less... that disappearance of the coachman's shadow in the sun...matter dissolves into light.
One must pass through.
Someone who does not take the conditions of life seriously, only wants to live in the light.
Do you think you can dissolve everything into light?
Someone who reframes everything positively because the dark must not be -fear of the dark - therefore everything must be good and beautiful. An "esoteric" who "channels" and only talks about love, but you feel that the words have no content and that it is only theorised chatter, spin.... everything is good, everything is beautiful, one should convert to the beautiful, flower children.
A woman who endures all the violence of her husband in the name of her religious faith, doesn't really perceive it as violence at all, but endures it as penance, as punishment for her sins.
What is their problem? -
Cancer - ovaries, testicles, prostate, uterus.
Sentence: I want it to be good... I want to do everything so that it is good (unconditionally wanting it to be good!)... but they overlook the fact that this cannot be done... they want to manipulate everything for the better.... whitewashing... not wanting to admit the dark.
Sweat.
A positivity that does not come from the integration of the dark but from the denial of the dark that is excluded. (even "bad people have to be excluded).
Everything is good - but nothing is good.
Self-deception.
Someone who still in the face of doom does not believe in doom, does not want to admit it.
A patient comes to mind: a woman who, in the face of her severely handicapped child, makes great plans for this child "once it is healthy and has grown up". (the pregnancy was wonderful, then everything went well until a sudden emergency situation during birth and then there was no operating theatre free for a sectio - severe birth trauma of the child after oxygen deprivation).
She will need the medicine when she is "blindsided" and has to realise the truth that she cannot realise. The shock of realisation makes her suddenly lose love and empathy for her child, and the child she has loved so much now almost hates her... she cannot accept reality. Illusions that collapse and lead into the deepest black, which this person absolutely cannot deal with. Black and white thinking.
Suddenly something happens that no longer makes it possible to maintain the illusion and the idealisation and everything suddenly collapses. Not being able to face the truth.
People who believe that they have done nothing but good in their mission and are absolutely right - then they suddenly realise that they have been chasing a false conviction or perhaps have even sacrificed their lives to it. When they fall into darkness and blackness, they lose all sight of the good and everything is just all bad. Total collapse.
He was my golden boy, now he is suddenly a criminal - how can that be, he was always so kind and good... now I'm burning all bridges with him.
The abuse cannot be processed and leads to severe physical illness: cancer, destructive neurological diseases, dementia.
The resource in the healthy could be: Not losing hope and the glimmer of light even in the worst - but without denial of the dark and bad.
Positive thinking in the one-sided form because one sets it (that opposes the fungus that wants something to come.
Blow of fate - man goes into denial, goes into his own world how good it is.
Child who grew up with the Jehovah's Witnesses - suddenly leaves the community and tries a sip of beer... suddenly real life breaks in.
The conglomeration of an illusory artificial ideal world
Someone who only wants to live on light... and does not want to accept the conditions of life.
Film: life is beautiful (the father is the positive side, the child does not know the truth...)
Denial
Spiritual escape.Do I get involved with my depths and go through the depths - or do I think I'm going for a bit of enlightenment?
MUSHROOMS: you have to get involved with the depths and the dark and you have to go through, through the dying and becoming.
Picture of an egyptian initiation ritual...adept has to go through a pool with crocodiles in it and there are steps in but not out - he has to dive into the depths, at the bottom there is a small passage to another pool with steps out.
Enlightened master or trickster and magician?Constantly believed by mothers of disabled children who do everything and think a miracle happens.
One does not dare to say how "hopeless" this belief is, even with the best progress.
Whether such beings incarnate in order to take the illusion away from the mother... to take the effort away from the child in order not to have to keep the illusion for the mother.