A woman, 37 years old; her complaints are panic, hypoglycemia when running, exercise addiction. She suffers from restless, fidgety, and keeps talking busily, often on a questioning tone, ducking down as she talks. She has intense restlessness and a permanent urge to move, panic in episodes. She is always preoccupied with the fear that it could come back. The complaints have been there since puberty. She feels herself draining away, her hands then go numb, severe sweaty hands, she feels very dependent on others, on her partner. "There is an insecurity inside me, it ruins my life, a lot of deliberating, do I really belong. I am always looking for a goal, want to achieve something, it causes a lot of restlessness, startle reactions.
She is quickly overstimulated by noise, people, the children. When the children were small she suffered a lot from the bustle and the racket: what have I gotten myself into? Noise and bright light disturb her, she would rather put on sunglasses, then she is in a cocoon. She hates shops, meeting people outside; in a restaurant I want to sit in a corner, not too many mirrors. She feels guilty about it, she feels 'different'.
When I have that restlessness, I want to get home as soon as possible: being busy with the children and my husband, wanting to stay home, that is cozy, not making things difficult or busy, not seeing people. But then I miss a social life, the attention. Before, she used to exercise, but she took it too far and it made her anxious again. She would like to make arrangements with people, but doesn't dare to, because of the crowds. She quickly feels shut in.
Analysis 3-663.00.00
Caryophyllidae: Occupied with the family, doll-like behaviour in which she feels comfortable, but this is also what overloads her (through the fixation?). The theme of 663 as a solution, and also the burden: her own choice versus the 'group', her social network. It is a field of tension between choosing space for herself, work, an environment where she has control, the flight from the bustle versus the attention for the family.
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Phase 5 is very strong: restlessness, space, movement, seeking more, tension and release, fears. Sparkle.
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Subphase 7: having had enough of it, wanting to get away, it is too much. Wanting to shut oneself off. Before, she had an 'exercise addiction'.
Stage 3: How does she deal with it? She has no idea, she searches, doesn't understand it, feeling powerless: s, doubt, unstable, comparing. This brings you to 3-663.57.03.
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Stage 3 seems most applicable.
Family as the central point and at the same time a burdening factor, the independence of
Series 6 versus the obligation to the partner, the family of
Series 3. Tension, shut in, as burdening problems, tension, the intense exercising as a solution, phase 5. Confusion, searching, of stage 3.
Prescription: Achyranthus aspera MK.
Follow upThe following month she is less upset. Only once did she have an attack (during a problem in the family), but she recovered independently within a few minutes. "The restlessness slowly ebbs away, the (alarm) thoughts fade faster. If I now exercise too much for once, it is quickly resolved. She can now live less anxiously: you know that you have it under control. She shrugs things off more easily, with comments or criticism. Everything is less intense, the restlessness and the reactions. She is calmer. The sweating is much less. Sleep is now good. Before: if I didn't eat well in the evening, she would wake up after a few hours, now no longer.
She can now let people chatter, no longer bothered by it.
After this it goes well for three months. Then a slight relapse: for a week she again feels restlessness, which disappears again after the menses. She loves regularity (the menses), then you can count on it and plan something (control,
Series 6). That anticonception pill, that rubbish I don't want (
Lanthanides). Before I lived in a little world of my own, now I see more, the surroundings, things of and in the house, of people. I have been searching, I want calm, but I also do enjoy conviviality, a bit of a chat. Difficult, isn't it. Two years later she needs a repetition of the medicine.