Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Secret Lanthanides
Type:
Remedy
Chapter:
9.6
9.6 Europium oxydatum
Analysis
Almost independent although a neglected child
Almost independent as a neglected child
Almost independent because of lost dignity
Abused because not completely independent
Poverty makes independence incomplete
Abuse of wisdom
Despised because not completely free
Almost free as a beggar
Wise guy beggar
Spiritual search because despised
Almost independent because lost dignity
They want to become completely autonomous. This can often be the consequence of having lost their self-confidence. If they were neglected as a child, they develop the desire to be completely autonomous, so that they cannot get into a situation of being despised. They try to have enough money so that they will be independent enough to go their own way. They fear not being completely independent and free.
Abused because not completely independent
Others can abuse them if they are not completely autonomous. They just have some weak spot that the abuser can find and hook onto.
Spiritual search because despised
They can start a spiritual search. Being despised in the past can provoke their search. The loss of dignity can be the stimulus to regain it and find their deep inner self. They can have been neglected or abused sexually or in some other way. They try to become autonomous also in their psyche. But they often have the feeling that they cannot succeed completely. They would like the approval of others so that they do things well. But they also know that they themselves alone can give themselves the approval needed; they have to do it themselves. They try to do that by going deep into their mind to discover all the corners, so that they can be sure that they haven't overlooked something. But that’s an impossible task.