Author: Jan Scholten
644.34.08 Euphorbia lactea
Source: Sense provings.
They feel they have to adapt to others in order to get accepted. They can become indoctrinated, not allowed to be free, to decide for themselves self. They feel guilty and not good enough. They feel life as bitter and want to revolt and rebel but they suppress their anger because they feel bound, tight by rules and regulations. They feel they have to work hard to get things done, but also that they get a lot of opposition in this.
Working hard, going on, like a machine, to the bitter end, against opposition.
Life is bitter, has no meaning, empty; life goes to dust.
They do not knowing who they are, feel numb, empty.
Emotions are very up and down, tepid and calm, feeling alternating feeling nothing.
Hurry, fear being too late, difficult to relax.
Sad, melancholy, brooding.
Theme: tied with her hands; wolf.
Dream: grandparents, family home; guilty about having broken exquisite things.
Dream: not enjoying myself in the commune, estranged from my husband, disconnected from everyone; people searching in my personal possessions, annoying, breaking boundaries.
Weather: hot, very hot.
Head: headache, heavy band around head, forehead.
Eyes: pain, pungent, tantalising, stinging, burning; irritation; warm.
Nose: irritation, burning, itchy; strong pungent odour.
Chest: pressure, a kind of anguish.
Abdomen: feels like a harness.
Limbs: tension, shoulders; pain, right arm, > motion left arm.
Skin: irritation, like needles, face, head, occiput; tingling on the scalp, occiput.