Author: Jan Scholten
Use: the big fruit is a calabas, used as music instrument.
A woman with a big heart, giving to much to others, to men and retiring after having been used. It feels as fighting things is not worth the effort, it is better avoiding conflicts. The downside that the fun is gone, the enthusiasm for life is waning.
It can be the situation of having to continue a job that has become boring. One has to sit it out as one is still responsible for the income.
Enduring when others have given you up; surviving when others have given up hope.
Others envy his achievements.
Alternating between being unsure and accepting success.
Very loving, having many relationship.
Not on outside but not really connecting.
Protection, vulnerability, closed off.
Bubble, cocoon, safe.
Inside strong, outside weak.
Lack of courage to go out, effort not worth it.
Wanting to stop or change work.
Quiet, peaceful, alone, calm, meditative.
Open, free, relaxed.
Person with a big heart who is taken advantage of and has to close off as a protection.
Sensation: contraction versus stretching; expansion; stretching.
Weather: heat and sweating, alternating cold and shivering; coldness; clammy feeling; chill left side.
Head: heavy; feeling hot air balloon in head; occipi pressure, distension, hard to keep head back; letting it hang down.
Eyes: itching eyebrows
Nose: ! running nose, nose blocked, nose opening.
Face: tension in sinus; pressure upper jaw bone; left; tingling numbness horizontally under nose; shooting pain; started on right cheekbone, then right side, now down shin.
Throat: thickness in back of throat.
Lungs: pneumonia; yawning constant without being tired.
Stomach: knot; shooting pain.
Abdomen: not feeling inner organs only surface.
Female: problems of afterbirth and lochia.
Back: neck heavy; pain lower back, distension stiffness.
Limbs: cannot open joints; aching pain on right waist, right arm and back of hand; pressure, heaviness top of shoulder; fingers stiff, hard to open naturally, want to contract; itching right elbow, midback scratching; left side knee pain stomach channel.