Author: Jan Scholten
The situation is someone being alone, as living in a strange place. They feel alone in a strange country and family, fear to be attacked and violated. But they have to accept the violation out of reasons of loyalty, promises or culture. It can be that they are married by their father to a brutish man and have to accept it. It can be that they have to undergo circumcision or clitorectomy for cultural reasons, where their own family violates them. They feel very alone, even in company. It can be that body parts or organs like the uterus or breast have to be removed for health reasons.
The fighting quality in this remedy gives an indication for Stage 12.
Need to be alone, separate, have their own space, be respected.
Aversion being invaded, interfered with, intruded upon, people too close, pointed at, insulted.
Desire for space, loneliness, feeling very strong, not seeing others.
Alone, feeling abandoned by mother, joining group, it causes fright.
Ask for help, only if one wants to.
Shocked by violence, hurts, wounds, cuts, knives, blood.
Wounds, deep, intimate sexual wounds, circumcision, clitorectomy, removal of cervix, uterus.
Genitals, female and male genitals, open and naked.
Cervix cancer, did not get children.
Hurt physically and emotionally, by rape, penetration, vaccination, cervical cancer, amputation, operations.
Shock, scream and cry.
Black, black out from “intimacy” wounds, death, death of a child, war.
Abandoned by mother.
No children because of genital problems, cervical cancer, infertility, gives sadness.
Freedom due to having no children.
Cut off from feelings after death of a child; ocean of tears.
There is an entanglement. They have to do or undergo something not of their own wishing for loyalty or cultural reasons. They fear being excluded and rejected if they do not obey. Then they will be left alone and sent into the wilderness, the unknown, left to their own resources for survival.
Responsible, working very hard; struggling to do his duty.
Respect, desire for; < not being respected.
Strong, capable, solid, grounded, capable, very quite, resistant to storms, floods.
Digging deep into the problem, deeper and deeper.
Uninterested, not grounded, dizzy, lazy, stoic, no responsibility.
Distraction, separation, helpless, extradited.
Duality: black and white, bad and good, dark and light, rape and respect, yin and yang, male and female.
After that you feel freedom, your own space and solitariness and feel you can do it alone.
Praying, holding, folding hands together.
Idea of sailing, sea; pioneer emigrating.
Colonial, with his whiskey, cigar, very relaxed.
Sad, weeping, < intrusions.
Fear: alone, no contact.
BodyGeneral: malaria; bleeding, diabetes.
Vertigo: dizzy; feeling of tumbling upside down.
Head: headache, heavy.
Female: cervix pain, cancer; cervix excision.
Back: stiff neck, > stretching.
Limbs: cramps in the hand; crossed legs.