Author: Jan Scholten
They feel so much in duty in dangerous situation that they have to stay alert very much and cannot be one for others and their stories. They are very precise and on guard that a little mistake can set in train a whole cascade of accidents, an explosion. They have to be very self contained and independent in order not to be disturbed. They need to be be very controlled in those dangerous situations, to focus and cannot allow themselves to be distracted or diverted. They feel to have to save the world and that if they loose control and overview anything can go wrong, like an accidental suicide.
Promises that cannot be kept.
Disappointment form very high expectations, from spectacles of very short duration.
Theme: firework, male orgasm, fountain, explosion, volatile substances, explosives.
Actors: Michael Jackson; Freddy Mercury.
Aversion: disturbances; dogs licking and barking, jumping on you.
Dream: a lama being disturbed and spitting the other suddenly in his face, form being offended and intruded.
Stories are felt like a cold shower
Limbs: toes 2 and 3 are numb.
Scholten J.; Veils of Vision; Stichting Alonnissos Utrecht; 2014.