The mushroom was picked, after the rain had abnormally fallen on Provence for 3 days in August.
Description: the mushrooms seem to have popped out, located on top of an old, dried up spring, coming from the Mont Ventoux mountain.
Then it was decided to go to went to the local pharmacy to get identified.
The pharmacist said then that it was edible, but very risky, as another Amanite can grow beside it, and it’s ingestion his fatal. (THEME: DEATH).
Prover 1.Says straight away that feels a problem with stomach, with too much food, desire for water
Prover 4 has gone, and is texting, keeping the connection with us.
Then it is said that prover 4 must write his own songs, and not repeat what is existing. Prover 2 talks about Celtic music. The name of an Irish therapist is quoted.
Last time they were in Ireland, they had a young baby and could not enter the pubs. The whole of the family escaped a bomb attack (THEME: BOMB-DEATH). Then the prover could not write anymore. His attention was drawn to the vineyards.
First time prover 1 has the feeling of talking of things not interesting, wanted to feel some grounding.
Prover 1 busy with my trip in the vineyards.
Then both other provers are going differently; prover 2 is talking, prover 3 was distracted. Want to find the own flow.
Then comes the next idea, was in the nights, in the middle of an echo.
Soft noise. Made think about a church. Simple acoustic, fine. No sound; people were silent.
The first sound in the silence was Ha Ho. Then the bird. Playing with the sounds to.
Prover 3, says the new book comes like a mushroom. Amanita the mushroom is tasted and was rather sweet taste. Very creamy milk taste. Need to spit it out (THEME: TOXIC). The cat comes and lies on prover 2 knees.
Slight nausea, pain in the abdomen, in the small intestine.
Then both provers 1 and 2 become icy cold (THEME: COLD-DEATH) quiet.
Prover 2 says she feels cold, week, fear or death.
Eczema on the leg, lower back, pain. The bird is not all right. Is making a bad sound.
I like the bird. Try to find a word for this place, Magdalena energy ? Feels better yawning. Slight pressure on the skull. On the side of the eyes. Horses are not frightened.
Then both provers 2 and 3 go to the sun.
Dark and bright in the proving. It was not good in the shade.
Prover 3 walks to the tomb.
Then curiously Prover 3 talks about the monks who lived here and of the under ware of the monks. Profane and religious. (THEME: RELIGIOUS).
That the monks recently put a cross in the chapel.
They were bad. Fearful for death, white color. (THEME: DEVIL-BAD).
The family is open in the out side. (THEME: LOVE).
Then the theme of former lovers is evocated. The cello play’s, prover feels did not fit with the proving. This cannot be, does not fit, neutralises, the proving.
The energy of the cello was going into the mortar.
Then feeling of short and strong dizziness in for head. TEA, attack.
Might this remedy have to do with laziness, the thought.
We get younger. Feeling like 20 years old; (THEME: OLD AGE).
The remedy has to do with neurological symptoms, paralysis- facial crush.
Round clouds again in the sky. Then talks about the hat: I put a hat on the feel like a mushroom, because the mushroom cannot get on with his hat. It changes its view, protects him but prevents from looking up in the sky. Can only look down to the earth.
Then the subject has photons. Internet evocation. Solve the problems, of fighting groups coming together.
Prover 2Wanted to be the first to start the proving very eager, straight away to have the substance, innocent in the mortar. Soft feeling of the substance. Wet sand. Then feeling of being really very sick, not even go to the concert in the afternoon. Nausea in the proving, chilly in the back. Topic of Ireland, longing to go there, formal loves. The proving stated the day before, when a patient had phoned her. Texted some symptoms: Nausea. Tiredness. The patient was looking for contact. Wanted to be examined, said was suffering of Candida. (THEME: FUNGUS).
The feeling that the remedy has to do with cancer. Feeling of isolation and being ugly. Very low, self-esteem, scattered, need for company.
Cancer warts, heavy, fear of death, maybe I can dye here. Has an accident. The cello plying was nice. (THEME: ACCIDENT).
Wanted to look the cellist playing in the chapel, the door was closed. Heavy. Hungry. Did not feel like eating at all. The source had stopped giving the water. How the monks took away from the mountains. Sent to the monks, can you put the cork out. The topic of formal love. Tried to tell the story from Ireland. Formal boyfriend was talked about not nicely. The evening before, has each other on the phone. Relates to something dark. They give the atmosphere that h is doing something wrong. Now you are not innocent anymore. Experience with monks. Talked about ECH and what to do there.
This a very interesting to work on. Bringing non doctors and doctors together. (THEME: UNITY). Something good for homeopathy and the patients. I would love to work for that, and have international contacts. Then prover 2 feels insecure for prover 3: is it the write step for her? Again source came up, allergy starting –I don’t want that. Fear of death. Present. Feeling very heavy feeling blocked, stuck. Is it possible to have another theme.
Stopped writing. The provers walked to the spring and wanted to sprinkling some water. Standing in the stone shed; I feel I am like a priest. (THEME: RELIGION). Intense happiness. Need to clean the place wait to be able of a lot of it. Seems unreal that it may flow, again, important ritual done. (THEME: MIRACLE). We should go on with that. Became intensive, feeling of dirtiness (THEME: PURE, CLEAN). Parents talking about wars, fights in England. Poverty hunger famine. Then the poem came, the spring and the source in the week before. Doing it together and working on it. All the time strong longing to sit in the chapel and meditate. (THEME: MEDITATION). Full moon. Lots of tigers and swimming, escape the tiger. Feeling of transformation, this morning woke up happily. wanted to dress nicely.
Prover 3Also very eager to start, feeling it is a strong remedy. Prover 1 went to local town to get a sweet. Heavy feeling on the stomach after the Austrian meal. Then this talking about former lovers. (THEME: LOVE). And the Irish connection with Celtic music. Then we look at the sky, seems that the clouds have the shape of a nuclear mushroom (THEME: NUCLEAR- ENERGY). The power of Celtic music is something incredible (THEME: POWER –ENERGY). Pain in the foot, swelling. Talks about the restaurant in Dublin. Prover 2 puts some cream on her face: and looks like dead. (THEME: DEATH). Then prover 1, comes back satisfied, says is perfect. Feeling of ice cold, as if I was dead. Robert is worried about me feeling bad. Can not do anything (FEELS THAT CAN NOT HELP). Says there is being too much coffee to drink. Then we talk about intoxication with seafood. Get up to put the bird inside, because his life is in danger. I go to see the grave, its stone its cold, cannot be comfortable to lye in a grave. Desire to be a plant and live forever in the cloister. The other night Robert fell a sleep, impossible to wake him up.
Symptoms, of numbness, hands and feet. The face feels crushed, like prover 2 and her face cream.
Then we take the C3 and bring it back to the spring and sprinkle it on the earth. Feeling of intense happiness.
Debriefing of the proving the day after and follow up of what happened.
Prover 1 leaves for Holland, by car. Love and hugs, a fantastic week of provings!
Prover 3 decides to tidy up and get changed to go the airport and town. The phone rings at noon, the aunt says to me, some one is dead in front of the gate, just the time to take my small emergency kit, see Iris my niece, running down the same path I was so happy on the day before, in state of shock. (THEME: SHOCK, EXPLOSION).
On the road at 46 years old guy is lying, a cyclist has run into my cousin Cécile car, when she was flicking to get in the gate. Seems to me at first sight dead (THEME: DEATH). Every one is standing far from him. I get near him, he says to me 'I am dying'. He is called Kurd, is Norwegian.
Spend about 40 minutes, talking to him, realise he is totally paralysed, arms and legs... no sensation, no movement, horrible pain, terrible facial trauma. (THEME: PARALYSIS – PAIN, FACIAL TRAUMA).
The ambulance arrives, I get him a drip with some difficulty, and inject, a dose of cortisone, Arnica and Hypericum? what I have.
Strong sensation of ACTINIDES, blow up, so much energy lost in a few seconds, a turn in the life of Kurd.
Need quickly a neuro-surgeon.... Feel that I am useless, cannot do much. Talk about helicopter, but it is not available. Then the team of doctor arrives, one hour later - takes over the thing. Feeling of coming back to life again. Am in a nightmare. Feeling of being broken to pieces. MUST LEAVE.
Rest of the story:
He has been transported by helicopter from the local hospital 3 later. Has been operated on in the evening, on both location of the spine. The surgeon is quite optimistic of some recovery.
THEMESMind emotions:
Strong energy, linked to instant destruction (Actinides).
Cancer, theme of death and destruction, the white and the black.
Innocent, full of life- devil, bad.
Ugliness and washing and showering, water.
Baptise and grave. Birth and death.
Notion of intuition and miracle.
Severe pathology and long lasting chronic situations.
Deteriorated body.
Chaos.
Physical signs:Exhaustion, coldness, digestive, intoxication, backache, intestine. Hunger, nausea.
Cancer.
Dark hair- eczema-darkness.
Neurological problems: paralysis, sensitive, motor.
Facial trauma
Accident, chock.
Severe and acute situation.
ConclusionAMANITE is indicated in severe deteriorated situation, where energy, can instantly turn into disintegration. Indicated in long lasting diseases (cancer), also for neurological failure states, and after spine injury.
This remedy seems to fit in the series of actinides, at the stage 7 or 8. (PLUTONIUM).