Trapa natans

Sense proving, Jan ScholtenBotany: waterplant.Plant smaller and smaller.
Bubbling like cells.
Moving cells, awful.
Then blank and out.
Stitch in fingertip right.
Two big ears, rest of me was gone.
Could not come back from the meditation.
Fuzzy.
Floating, not with my feet here.
Connected and disconnected at the same time.
As if a child has cried, sighing.As if in a boat, waving, floating.
Protective.
Inherent power.
Social.Mixture of very strong and tender.
Bitter taste.
Going away in a deep calmness.
Body relaxed.
Want to go in another world.
Like drugs.
Doesn’t want to come back.
Calm.
Sitting on a mountain, overview.
Picture of a child hiding under a chair, fleeing beating of the parents.
Hydrogen series.
Phase 7, Stage 9.
Absent, functioning on spine level.
Emotional body is not there.
Sensation around right eye, right nose.Very deep relaxation.
Hermitage.
Two sides, two souls in my chest.
Receiving and giving.
Entfinden.
Relaxed, sleepy, sensitive and strong.
Stage 7.
Liver and kidney.Magical world of gremlins.
Frog-perspective.
Hidden world, safe, cocoon.
I am very little and they are very big.
Hydrogen series or Carbon series.
Phase 3.