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Proving, Jakob.Dream: I lie naked in bed with a young woman and I caress her. I know her she is the daughter of a other patient of me. The dream is changing it’s scenery, I’m in a boot with this young woman and paddle with her on small canals. I feel somehow uncomfortable, I have the feeling she want’s something from me, what I want not to give her - love, sexuality, etc, it is a confused feeling. I don’t know how to signal that I don not want more - but in a way I fell bound to her - not free. The scene of the dream is changing again, I sit in front of a house with this young woman and her hole family in the sun - I feel very uncomfortable - the situation that I was rowing with her alone on the canals is compromising situation - I feel guilty. I don’t know what to do - I just want to leaf - but I cannot - I’m bound in this situation. I feel to strong in me what the others want from me, this is what hinders me to go my one way.