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Protactiniums
Year 2022, Issue 33InfoAuthor: Jan Scholten
Stage 5: Always new starts and regresses - fluctuating progress
Preparations. How is it going on? Plans. Suggestions. Options. Progress. Steep climb. Difficulties are piling up. Push things before you. Avoid. Always new starts. Up and down. Unrealistic. Tragic.
Uranium series: destruction, death. Heavy fate, heavy gradients. Genetically stressed. To the mark. Leukemia. Disruption of normal time sequences: early, contaminated sites. Decay frees high energies. Phoenix from the ashes. Radiant decay. Chain reactions. Obviously. Seventh sense. Natural catastrophes. Brittle; Splitting; Shattered.Protactinium as stage 5 of Uranium series: Fatalism and death are victorious, although there were initially great hopes: the fatalistic, gloomy notions are stronger.
Does not have the strength to get up again after heavy fatalities: tormenting setbacks take the initially present courage.
A serious fate should change, but the dissolution processes are stronger. Again and again we are thrown back. Although you are increasingly desperate new starts, the high goal seems to be moving further and further away.
Unrealistic precursor of a new global idea; Fails after repeated starts.Signature: Protactinium is a short-lived decay product of uranium and in its series of decay the precursors of actinium; Hence the name Pro (t) actinium, "before actinium". Because of its rarity, high radioactivity and toxicity, protactinium is not a practical application in the art. For research purposes, about 125 grams of pure protactinium from spent nuclear fuel rods were produced in Great Britain in 1960."A whole half year" - Fatalism ends in suicide.
An energetic and restrained girl with profound eyes and regular face comes at the age of 10 years because of the examining fear. Ever since elementary school, she has been so puzzled before work and trials that she becomes quite pale in the face, almost white. She then has a stomach ache and no appetite. As a child, she often interspersed with speech and got logopedic treatments for several years. Sometimes she talks and sings in her sleep. She is fine, well educated and very nice to deal with. She respects the others and can listen. She is thoughtful and has depth, she wants to understand the background behind everything. She is in the theatre group of the school and has already embodied many roles, but she likes the quiet parts, which first observe and think before they act. She has an often recurring dream, in which she falls into a black hole: everything is over. As a child she had already had three pulmonary infections with very high fever.
As a first remedy, she receives Erigeron 1MK (high fever = Asteraceae, test anxiety = stage 9). After a few days she has once taken what is very unusual for her, because she has a very early childhood diapers from her own decision. Then everything will be better, the fears will go away, and the work will be more relaxed.
For four years, it is a good thing to do without examinations, until she has suffered again for 1/2 year. Fears have changed. She worries about all sorts of things, sees in many things only dangers and expects the worst of the worst. She has a recurring nightmare that she is sitting in a wheelchair. It is linked to the fact that she has seen the fatalistic film "A whole six months", which shook her so that she also read the book afterwards. It is about a cross-paralyzed young man in a wheelchair, who has become cynical because of his condition and no one can approach him. He is looking for active euthanasia through controlled suicide. In this condition, a young woman takes care of her for six months. She falls in love with him and wants to take him away from her suicide by her love. This seems to succeed her at first, but then the young man's death-ailment is victorious. The film ends tragically by accompanying him to euthanasia in Switzerland. The fatalism prevails here and is so strong that the man tells her that after the accident nothing could have changed his mind. So he did not even consider that as a cross-paramedic he still wants to see a meaning in his life.She, the young patient, is so affected by this victory of fatalism against love that her old fears are back. She says that she finds one thing particularly terrible about the film, namely, that the young woman seems to be successful at first and then fatalism wins. This point of view is reminiscent of an actinide (death wins) in stage 5 (best efforts fail, she waits and thinks before she acts). Even the earlier dream of the black hole, in which everything is clear, its profound nature, and the severe course of three pneumonia as a child, can point to an actinide. This gives Protactinium C200. It helps immediately, because the nightmares cease, and the fears are gone. She goes a few days later to a student exchange, before which you were very anxious, and she goes without fear, calmly and self-consciously.
Preparations. How is it going on? Plans. Suggestions. Options. Progress. Steep climb. Difficulties are piling up. Push things before you. Avoid. Always new starts. Up and down. Unrealistic. Tragic.
Uranium series: destruction, death. Heavy fate, heavy gradients. Genetically stressed. To the mark. Leukemia. Disruption of normal time sequences: early, contaminated sites. Decay frees high energies. Phoenix from the ashes. Radiant decay. Chain reactions. Obviously. Seventh sense. Natural catastrophes. Brittle; Splitting; Shattered.Protactinium as stage 5 of Uranium series: Fatalism and death are victorious, although there were initially great hopes: the fatalistic, gloomy notions are stronger.
Does not have the strength to get up again after heavy fatalities: tormenting setbacks take the initially present courage.
A serious fate should change, but the dissolution processes are stronger. Again and again we are thrown back. Although you are increasingly desperate new starts, the high goal seems to be moving further and further away.
Unrealistic precursor of a new global idea; Fails after repeated starts.Signature: Protactinium is a short-lived decay product of uranium and in its series of decay the precursors of actinium; Hence the name Pro (t) actinium, "before actinium". Because of its rarity, high radioactivity and toxicity, protactinium is not a practical application in the art. For research purposes, about 125 grams of pure protactinium from spent nuclear fuel rods were produced in Great Britain in 1960."A whole half year" - Fatalism ends in suicide.
An energetic and restrained girl with profound eyes and regular face comes at the age of 10 years because of the examining fear. Ever since elementary school, she has been so puzzled before work and trials that she becomes quite pale in the face, almost white. She then has a stomach ache and no appetite. As a child, she often interspersed with speech and got logopedic treatments for several years. Sometimes she talks and sings in her sleep. She is fine, well educated and very nice to deal with. She respects the others and can listen. She is thoughtful and has depth, she wants to understand the background behind everything. She is in the theatre group of the school and has already embodied many roles, but she likes the quiet parts, which first observe and think before they act. She has an often recurring dream, in which she falls into a black hole: everything is over. As a child she had already had three pulmonary infections with very high fever.
As a first remedy, she receives Erigeron 1MK (high fever = Asteraceae, test anxiety = stage 9). After a few days she has once taken what is very unusual for her, because she has a very early childhood diapers from her own decision. Then everything will be better, the fears will go away, and the work will be more relaxed.
For four years, it is a good thing to do without examinations, until she has suffered again for 1/2 year. Fears have changed. She worries about all sorts of things, sees in many things only dangers and expects the worst of the worst. She has a recurring nightmare that she is sitting in a wheelchair. It is linked to the fact that she has seen the fatalistic film "A whole six months", which shook her so that she also read the book afterwards. It is about a cross-paralyzed young man in a wheelchair, who has become cynical because of his condition and no one can approach him. He is looking for active euthanasia through controlled suicide. In this condition, a young woman takes care of her for six months. She falls in love with him and wants to take him away from her suicide by her love. This seems to succeed her at first, but then the young man's death-ailment is victorious. The film ends tragically by accompanying him to euthanasia in Switzerland. The fatalism prevails here and is so strong that the man tells her that after the accident nothing could have changed his mind. So he did not even consider that as a cross-paramedic he still wants to see a meaning in his life.She, the young patient, is so affected by this victory of fatalism against love that her old fears are back. She says that she finds one thing particularly terrible about the film, namely, that the young woman seems to be successful at first and then fatalism wins. This point of view is reminiscent of an actinide (death wins) in stage 5 (best efforts fail, she waits and thinks before she acts). Even the earlier dream of the black hole, in which everything is clear, its profound nature, and the severe course of three pneumonia as a child, can point to an actinide. This gives Protactinium C200. It helps immediately, because the nightmares cease, and the fears are gone. She goes a few days later to a student exchange, before which you were very anxious, and she goes without fear, calmly and self-consciously.