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Molinia caerulea
Year 2025, Issue 1, Article 2CaseAuthor: Sonja Obbink
Woman, 50 years old. She comes with pain in neck neck. She has it from January 2015. Then she is just separated, she is alone with the children. According to the ENT specialist it is reflux. Stomach tablets work ±. No chocolate, coffee and red wine >
It will return in 2017. KNO sees nothing special. It is painful and the place feels like deaf.
Throat: holding something, few nights the pain was very bad, woke up, with heavy sweating. She is worried that it is cancer and dies.
Separation after 22 years together. Ex-husband has muscle disease. She felt very guilty. From 2014 he started living separately. They had them just for each other. Then he became very angry. Went to stalk her with apps. Threats, felt guilty again. She kept this hidden from the children. Felt extra guilty: you should never have separated.
Ex had another wife in a short time. She is excluded from the family. She was still going to clean it every week. Then she fell into a deep pit.
In 2016 she had gone to Rome by bike alone, then>>>>>>>.
November 2016 she got a new relationship. He has 3 daughters, they are 3 sons. The children don't like it.
But Sept 2017 this man dies suddenly by heart attack. After 10 months together again alone. She was excluded by the ex of husband and his children. She withdrew completely.
Has now been to his urn twice. Then woke up at night with shock in chest.
In February I started writing everything down, all the pain and sorrow.
She has bought a new house, for a new future. A place for me
In old house so many sacrifices made in care: ex, children, new man.
Now she has to make up for it. Safety, that she can build it herself.
<< feeling of loss, pain and sorrow will always remain. Pain of loss of connection.
Ex of man, sneers at her, as if she is responsible for the death of the man. Feeling of having to defend herself.AnalysisSilicon series, 3-633.00.00: relationship problems.
Phase 2: fits her uncertainty, she always finds herself stupid, very sensitive to judgment others. She is a lawyer!
Phase 7, 3-633.27.00, Chloridoidae: stalking.
Stage 16, 3-633.27.16: Molinia caerulea I have given.Follow upSore throat feels different, less sharp. Introverter, let go, I'm not going to do anything anymore. 1st week of bad sleep, 1st night: who am I? Shortly after that quarters started to fall. Often drove to Diemen where a man lived: I don't have to drive towards you anymore, you are dead and feel that too. A week later I felt again with friends who she is, who she was before. Deep sleep has remained, comes together in a deep relaxation. It's good!
Guilt feeling: clean up everything. Not so gripped anymore. Look what happened, no, I don't feel guilt. To rest.
How should I deal with people who blame me? I did well, as I chose for myself. Not the owner of other people's problems. When people are angry with her, it's their dissatisfactions that they wallow on her. She doesn't have to feel guilty about that.
In September she will move: finally come home (I sincerely hope so for her).
It will return in 2017. KNO sees nothing special. It is painful and the place feels like deaf.
Throat: holding something, few nights the pain was very bad, woke up, with heavy sweating. She is worried that it is cancer and dies.
Separation after 22 years together. Ex-husband has muscle disease. She felt very guilty. From 2014 he started living separately. They had them just for each other. Then he became very angry. Went to stalk her with apps. Threats, felt guilty again. She kept this hidden from the children. Felt extra guilty: you should never have separated.
Ex had another wife in a short time. She is excluded from the family. She was still going to clean it every week. Then she fell into a deep pit.
In 2016 she had gone to Rome by bike alone, then>>>>>>>.
November 2016 she got a new relationship. He has 3 daughters, they are 3 sons. The children don't like it.
But Sept 2017 this man dies suddenly by heart attack. After 10 months together again alone. She was excluded by the ex of husband and his children. She withdrew completely.
Has now been to his urn twice. Then woke up at night with shock in chest.
In February I started writing everything down, all the pain and sorrow.
She has bought a new house, for a new future. A place for me
In old house so many sacrifices made in care: ex, children, new man.
Now she has to make up for it. Safety, that she can build it herself.
<< feeling of loss, pain and sorrow will always remain. Pain of loss of connection.
Ex of man, sneers at her, as if she is responsible for the death of the man. Feeling of having to defend herself.AnalysisSilicon series, 3-633.00.00: relationship problems.
Phase 2: fits her uncertainty, she always finds herself stupid, very sensitive to judgment others. She is a lawyer!
Phase 7, 3-633.27.00, Chloridoidae: stalking.
Stage 16, 3-633.27.16: Molinia caerulea I have given.Follow upSore throat feels different, less sharp. Introverter, let go, I'm not going to do anything anymore. 1st week of bad sleep, 1st night: who am I? Shortly after that quarters started to fall. Often drove to Diemen where a man lived: I don't have to drive towards you anymore, you are dead and feel that too. A week later I felt again with friends who she is, who she was before. Deep sleep has remained, comes together in a deep relaxation. It's good!
Guilt feeling: clean up everything. Not so gripped anymore. Look what happened, no, I don't feel guilt. To rest.
How should I deal with people who blame me? I did well, as I chose for myself. Not the owner of other people's problems. When people are angry with her, it's their dissatisfactions that they wallow on her. She doesn't have to feel guilty about that.
In September she will move: finally come home (I sincerely hope so for her).