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Edgeworthia tomentosa
Year 2022, Issue 99CaseAuthor: Jan Scholten
Man, 40 years old, abused by father.
- looks good, very well dressed
- the father abused him felt like "the last shit"
"I was his prey, his plaything"
"the more he abused me, the more magnificent he felt" "he penetrated me with vicious pleasure"
- "my older brother also sexually assaulted me when I was 6 years old"
- "no one protected me, everyone hid"
- "there was no love in the family", "it was a personal holocaust"
- "emotions were taboo in the family, I had to hold everything back"
(is dissociated; tells everything almost emotionless, quite verbose)
- the father was the son of a prostitute
has worked his way up and now has 50,000 employees under him
- has been dragged to a hundred top-class doctors in his youth
two of them said that his problem was not of physical nature
parents screamed at home that the doctor had lost his mind
- confronted the father, who threw him out on the street.
the father, through lawyers, managed to have his belongings pledged, even though he was only a month behind in paying the rent
- later looked for a job
the father had him monitored by private detectives in order to be able to sabotage everything
- the patient does not trust the doctors anymore, feels betrayed by them his wife has brought him to alternative medicine
has made great progress with Bach flowers and gemstone immersions
has done family constellations
- visited his father, wanted to forgive him, father had no sense of guilt
- feels terrorized by his wife as much as by his father
- had the intuition to work in the stock business (with money from the wife's family ?)
was afraid of it
failed ("I sabotaged my efforts myself")
- "I feel worthless, can't show myself".
Solanum paniculatum (665.72.05)
Follow up:
- deep exhaustion for a few days
- self-hatred and feeling of being a bad person are better - is more centered
- does not want to sacrifice himself anymore, does not want to hide anymore
- relationship with wife is better
- the remedy was "powerful", is grateful for it
- tells that he had to conform to the family image
- tells that he was laughed at, called a "pussie", felt wrong - "I was always alone in the family, didn't show emotions anymore"
Edgeworthia tormentosa (655.16.06) (655.00 Malvanae make a show)
- looks good, very well dressed
- the father abused him felt like "the last shit"
"I was his prey, his plaything"
"the more he abused me, the more magnificent he felt" "he penetrated me with vicious pleasure"
- "my older brother also sexually assaulted me when I was 6 years old"
- "no one protected me, everyone hid"
- "there was no love in the family", "it was a personal holocaust"
- "emotions were taboo in the family, I had to hold everything back"
(is dissociated; tells everything almost emotionless, quite verbose)
- the father was the son of a prostitute
has worked his way up and now has 50,000 employees under him
- has been dragged to a hundred top-class doctors in his youth
two of them said that his problem was not of physical nature
parents screamed at home that the doctor had lost his mind
- confronted the father, who threw him out on the street.
the father, through lawyers, managed to have his belongings pledged, even though he was only a month behind in paying the rent
- later looked for a job
the father had him monitored by private detectives in order to be able to sabotage everything
- the patient does not trust the doctors anymore, feels betrayed by them his wife has brought him to alternative medicine
has made great progress with Bach flowers and gemstone immersions
has done family constellations
- visited his father, wanted to forgive him, father had no sense of guilt
- feels terrorized by his wife as much as by his father
- had the intuition to work in the stock business (with money from the wife's family ?)
was afraid of it
failed ("I sabotaged my efforts myself")
- "I feel worthless, can't show myself".
Solanum paniculatum (665.72.05)
Follow up:
- deep exhaustion for a few days
- self-hatred and feeling of being a bad person are better - is more centered
- does not want to sacrifice himself anymore, does not want to hide anymore
- relationship with wife is better
- the remedy was "powerful", is grateful for it
- tells that he had to conform to the family image
- tells that he was laughed at, called a "pussie", felt wrong - "I was always alone in the family, didn't show emotions anymore"
Edgeworthia tormentosa (655.16.06) (655.00 Malvanae make a show)