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Camphora officinalis
Year 2022, Issue 27CaseAuthor: Deborah Collins
Case Deborah
Woman depressed, everything is black.
Suicide attempts in puberty.
Depression was laming, came always sudden.
Her father wasn’t her father.
Thinking always she was adopted.
Mother had had a relationship with the brother of husband.
Everyone knew it, except she herself.
Relationships are always difficult.
Married 4 times.
First marriage with one daughter
I was always good in breaking relationship.
Lived in many countries, never felt at home.
Quarrels through misunderstandings.
“You cannot trust people”.
Works for animals has an alternative centre for animals.
Dyspnoea + blue, almost suffocating when in depression with pictures of being in a frozen landscape, totally alone, waking in a ice cave with blue green ice, alone, then walking with only dogs as friends, for years, so cold, everything is more warm than I am.
Landscapes of only destruction, where nothing can live.
Always plants Camphor trees in her gardens.
Had an car accident with a lot of broken glass in her face.
Lot of things with broken glass.
Alcoholism.TX: > Camphora.<< seeing a movie: man imprisoned by the Russians in Siberia, walked back to Germany, all the people he met left him alone.
Woman depressed, everything is black.
Suicide attempts in puberty.
Depression was laming, came always sudden.
Her father wasn’t her father.
Thinking always she was adopted.
Mother had had a relationship with the brother of husband.
Everyone knew it, except she herself.
Relationships are always difficult.
Married 4 times.
First marriage with one daughter
I was always good in breaking relationship.
Lived in many countries, never felt at home.
Quarrels through misunderstandings.
“You cannot trust people”.
Works for animals has an alternative centre for animals.
Dyspnoea + blue, almost suffocating when in depression with pictures of being in a frozen landscape, totally alone, waking in a ice cave with blue green ice, alone, then walking with only dogs as friends, for years, so cold, everything is more warm than I am.
Landscapes of only destruction, where nothing can live.
Always plants Camphor trees in her gardens.
Had an car accident with a lot of broken glass in her face.
Lot of things with broken glass.
Alcoholism.TX: > Camphora.<< seeing a movie: man imprisoned by the Russians in Siberia, walked back to Germany, all the people he met left him alone.