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Bonasa umbellus
Year 2025, Issue 9, Article 9CaseAuthor: Zdenka Mokošová
Father hit me and yelled at me.Underlying sadness since I was young, I can’t explain why, perhaps I was adopter and a anger was for me the way to the sadness. I am really depressed. I am genuine good person. Frustration and anger. Delusion that I have no voice an I wasn’t being heard.
As teacher I am no table to handle kinds and it is for me big misery because it is the nightmare of every teacher. I actually love it, because it is funny amusing but everyone was out of control. Lack of control due to my inexperience. My relationship with students is fine, but if they aren’t enthusiastic it will be a crapy year. They will eat me up. I am surrounded by teenagers and I absorb a lot of their teenage energy. Other teachers make fun of me because I act like the kids but the kids like me. Someone one told me that I behave as teenager but I am an adult woman. I know, I need to establish my boundaries more. My ex boyfriend was really grose. He had a kid with “some broad” he never did love her what a stupid opera. He couldn’t be a real man for everyone a total loser. He can’t take my temper I was the only person who likes to face the truth. Sex thing out of control. I am excessive. I hate personalities like “know it all” “ my way is the right way”. That thing you get around adults and extroverts, I hate it. I hate clever extroverts, the big show-offy ones. I hate the way they carry about others. They act like they are “the right ones”.
As teacher I am no table to handle kinds and it is for me big misery because it is the nightmare of every teacher. I actually love it, because it is funny amusing but everyone was out of control. Lack of control due to my inexperience. My relationship with students is fine, but if they aren’t enthusiastic it will be a crapy year. They will eat me up. I am surrounded by teenagers and I absorb a lot of their teenage energy. Other teachers make fun of me because I act like the kids but the kids like me. Someone one told me that I behave as teenager but I am an adult woman. I know, I need to establish my boundaries more. My ex boyfriend was really grose. He had a kid with “some broad” he never did love her what a stupid opera. He couldn’t be a real man for everyone a total loser. He can’t take my temper I was the only person who likes to face the truth. Sex thing out of control. I am excessive. I hate personalities like “know it all” “ my way is the right way”. That thing you get around adults and extroverts, I hate it. I hate clever extroverts, the big show-offy ones. I hate the way they carry about others. They act like they are “the right ones”.