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Conocephalum salebrosum
3-322.16.08EssenceHuge man in a leather armor, powerful, primitive, rough; he is crying loudly out of anger; he beats with a leather strap. It is like a dark primitive world, like in the middle ages or even older times, without joy.MindFeeling shocked, numb, wanting to feel nothing.
wanting to survive with very little needs; the less I need the better I will survive.
Just bearing and surviving; with very primitive rules; but also wanting to fight against it; defiant
Primitive sex, without love, only for gratification; sexual abuse, brutally.
The reaction is feeling nothing, being numb, enduring; feeling worthless, small.
Enduring and going on, but also wanting to fight and to beat again.
Man grob beating primitive.
Man with big horses slain all people in the forest.
Djenghis Kahn.
No emotions.
Destructing everything.
Solution: throwing away the armor to feel feelings; growing in feelings of worthBodyHead: dump headache in the frontal, neck.
Nose: smell of turpentine.
Mouth: taste of turpentine.
Stomach: nausea.
wanting to survive with very little needs; the less I need the better I will survive.
Just bearing and surviving; with very primitive rules; but also wanting to fight against it; defiant
Primitive sex, without love, only for gratification; sexual abuse, brutally.
The reaction is feeling nothing, being numb, enduring; feeling worthless, small.
Enduring and going on, but also wanting to fight and to beat again.
Man grob beating primitive.
Man with big horses slain all people in the forest.
Djenghis Kahn.
No emotions.
Destructing everything.
Solution: throwing away the armor to feel feelings; growing in feelings of worthBodyHead: dump headache in the frontal, neck.
Nose: smell of turpentine.
Mouth: taste of turpentine.
Stomach: nausea.