Brunnera macrophylla

ImageMy mother was pregnant of me, then her mother falls ill, my mother has to go there, to help her mother dying. And now I am totally alone. I was sitting here and I was very alone, the allegation came later. But I was very alone. I was away. Recognition.MindShy; unsure, doubting.
Loneliness, being out of the group, a child alone, without much emotions, just loneliness, peaceful, not happy, neutral.
Vivid, happy to see others.
Loveliness, need to be loved; need for real connection.
Emotionally to make real contact, to really see the other one.
Felt very small and strong.
Feels pushed down.
Curiosity.
Quiet, peaceful.
Pleasing.
Feeling guilty easily, fro nothing.
Responsible for family.
Reflective; world improver.GeneralSensation: burning; floating.BodyHead: migarine with vertigo!; fell down empty; head banging; pressure temples.
Face: burning left cheek and temples.
Mouth: right corner of mouth tingling; burning palate left; salivation copious, left; taste offensive, annoyed.
Throat: burning sensation in larynx, soft, vulnerable, small.
Lungs: threat respiration; breating heavy; could control respiration.
Heart: palpitations.
Chest: constriction; pressure mid sternum, Pressure on my chest.