Author: Jan Scholten
Breaking down, overstrained, exhaustion, out of balance, < unbearable pain, strain, torture, strong mental pressures, cold turkey.
Fear of losing control, becoming erratic, mental and emotional breakdown; desperate, destructive impulses, suicidal or insane.
Ailments from prolonged mental effort, great strength of will, forceful concentration.
Mind flooded with unwanted thoughts, shocking, antisocial, dangerous, bizarre.
Crimes, homicide, suicides, < lack of impulse control, < phobias of all kind, insanity.
Lack of surrender, trust, balance, equanimity, strength.
Ailments from extreme stress, tension, fear.
Like somebody pushing, pushing your head into the pillow.
Suffocation feeling, closed cannot tolerate.
Extreme nervousness, threatened nervous breakdown
Unpredictable outbursts of violence.
Obsessive, compulsive, perfection-oriented, ritualistic behaviour, to avoid succumbing to the dreaded impulse.
Delusional and psychotic states.
Fear: losing reason, mental control; unwanted impulses, dreaded urges.
Sensation: pinched; pressing; compression; pushed out; sticking; like a stick.
Nervous: twitches, grimaces, gestures, tic disorders, stammering, epilepsy, repeated fainting.
Throat: infections; choking.
Nose: blockage; polyps.
Lungs: struggle for breathing, suffocation.
Heart: pulse frequent, accelerated, elevated, exalted, fast, innumerable, rapid, intermittent, irregular, slow, weak.
Urinary: urine scanty.