Author: Jan Scholten
Culture: movie ‘Big eyes’; Alexey Tolstoy ‘Walk on suffering’.
Women who are not allowed to following their own interest in science and art. Their plans and projects are made impossible and their achievements are attributed to men. They feel not allowed to take their own space, to have their own house. This can make them doubting themselves. They keep silent about their ideas and pans in order not to be interfered with even more.
This theme can be projected to all kinds of minorities in society: immigrants, other races, minor religious minorities and the like.
Lonely, alone, desire to be alone.
Hiding, not showing, not sharing their opinions.
Doubting, about oneself.
Diminishing their possibilities, abilities.
Fear of not being free, being oppressed.
Succumbing to the will of parents, authorities.
Adopted children, children with step parents.
Desire to study art, philosophy, life philosophy.
Dissatisfied with family life, household.
Head: migraine, behind eyes, temples, as if a hit on forehead, as if a blow through sinuses, < study, < noise, < sun, with nausea, vomiting.
Eyes: dry; Sjögren disease.
Lungs: asthma, lack of air.
Heart: pain, ache from worries.
Stomach: gastritis, pain epigastrium, cramping, as if poisoned.
Limbs: feels as if having no legs.