Author: Jan Scholten
The coach, attendant, supporter, feeder of important and famous men.
Woman, 45, her husband attracts all the attention to himself and forces her to stay in the background and be a buttress, the wife of, the woman behind the man, the supporter of a top sportsman, the coach, attendant.
Sensitive, easily disturbed, < noise of people.
Sensitive, to what others think of him; fear being looked at, feels easily scrutinised.
Fragile; too dependent.
Feeling not good enough, not exquisite enough.
Embittered, sour, anger, < not being seen, acknowledged, appreciated and rewarded for all their help and support; from being left alone after all her help.
Fear: being on stage; to be seen; exams.
Sensation: pulsations, contracting, fine pricking in a pulsating way.
Vertigo: out of balance, unseady on base.
Mouth: taste sweet, hairy, felt-like.
Female: infertility; labour problems, < narrow pelvis, < big child; pelvis is turned to the left and front.
Back: backache, low, left lumbar, stabbing, as by a knife, broken, > back hollow.