Author: Wendy Hewland
A remedy from the Hafnium compounds
FEMALE AGE 54 FIRST VISIT 8/14/01 (FIRST AND ONLY REMEDY)
Reason for visit is trying to recover from surgery.
She has happy countenance, smiling face, sits down and says it’s so lovely to be here, thank you for seeing me.
Q: dreams A: about 10 years ago I stopped setting my alarm clock, childhood dreams - I was on a conveyor belt in a factory at the end going to be chopped into 1000 pieces - that never happened, what was I afraid of never happened, also claustrophobic, dreams stuck somewhere, hard for me to be in cramped space like airplanes - solved sitting by window.
Dream #3 - authority, people having power over me, just got back from Bermuda.
Q: describe what makes you tired? A: getting my business going, I need pure physical strength, I want to work with people in human rights, building the gap between cultures, extraordinary care for clients #1 client in - local dermatologist, #2 client is Cuban, #3 client is a Korean woman, it’s hard for me to see my clients that waste money - they got to do something of value, I see myself travelling a lot, My 1st husband was gay - he died of AIDS 1991 when his daughter was in high school, he was confused sexually, I thought I could change him, I was overly optimisitc!
Q: What’s the best decision you ever made? A: leaving my job of 23 years, lost my creativity.
Q: worst decision you ever made? marrying my 1st husband one said “you are not a man”, and 2nd husband, said “you are not enough” was the bottom line.
Q: any boyfriends now? A; no, but I’m getting ready, I see myself getting involved later, maybe 6 months time, bladder colon dropped, vagina weak, mucus material in vagina - surgeon cut that away and rebuilt vagina, retained my bladder - fine now.
Q: Fears? all around money, nothing else, I’ve been through so much, I did a business plan (no debts) but have good $100K retirement plan, last year I had a bone density test, the result was age 30.
Q: (re what she marked on my intake form): What does spirituality mean to you? A: I am a Buddhist of 32 years, wanting to help others, I was high up in organization but demoted myself, but meeting my mentor - was the most life changing event, he pointed out I wasn’t making the most of myself, seeing my own value, he said “no one is better than you, it’s equal, choose the path that will make you happy”, it was like yanking the pain from my life, I was a mother wife /editor /leader but I hit stalemate, he’s just a highly evolved man, he’s equated to Jesus / Mother Teresa; having been a teacher I can understand what it is to see 2 of them that need the most, I was one of them, he said he would earnestly pray for my success, I pioneered the section of the organization, (Buddhism) I feel very supported by the Universe now, I’m reap the rewards of my efforts, I have to focus on health now, eating - sugar can be a problem, chocolate every 2 weeks, since surgery - no alcohol, when I don’t drink wine with dinner I feel better.
Analysis Jan Scholten
We can see the Gold series in her concern for the world as a whole: building the gap between cultures, wanting to help others, being Buddhist.
The Stage 4 can be seen in that she got tired from getting her business going, the start.
Prescription: Hafnium compound remedy
took 3 pellets once one time, lost the remedy, didn’t take anything for 2 weeks, reordered the remedy took 3 pellets once a week for the last 3 weeks, I’m generally better, breathing better, sleeping better, less hot flashes, they are subsiding, have felt profound sadness since World Trade Center in New York, I have cried many times, I have been setting up on-going volunteer work for people after the initial giving of blood and money, I think people need to do this on a continuing basis, I stopped taking the Human Growth Hormone as you suggested, I feel like I want to take more of the remedy, for the first time in years I have been having headaches approximately once a week, last night I took Tylenol (painkiller) before I went to bed
Prescription: the Hafnium compound remedy, 2 pellets once daily for 10 days, if you get another headache, reach for an extra dose of the Hafnium compound remedy instead of a painkiller.
I'm starting to remember dreams, thanks. Looks like I'm still processing, eh? Now that I'm taking the Hafnium compound remedy every day, I am sleeping much longer and better, though.
Prescription: the Hafnium compound remedy, 3 pellets once a week for 3 weeks
10/23/01 headaches cleared by extra dose of remedy, I am getting stronger - breathing much better, I met a great woman, dreams were constructive how to pitch a project to well known national daytime TV talk show, I felt a debt of gratitude to my yoga teacher so I like to pay someone back, I feel the burden I was carrying has gone since I last saw you, not wanting to let go of the old life, something that concerns me, I’m constantly losing things, I find most of them, I lost a crystal that I used for connecting to others, maybe I shouldn’t rely on it, this is a need to improve and not get scattered, I’ve gone through my apartment and cleared a lot of junk, everything has its own place now, I think my losing things is irresponsibility, mental part was the last thing to go, at yoga class a wellspring of tears came and I was completely relaxed and felt so much relaxation, so when it spontaneously came out of my life, the fear of starting my own business and getting clients, when I do something I do it well and put all my heart into it, I spent 3 days on outrageously beautiful and extensive proposal, to well-known Japanese electronics company, maybe they will hire me to do all their Public Relations this is great, so I have to trust it, I’m getting an award, the remedy is wonderful, thank you Wendy - this remedy has caused a huge shift, still waking after 4-5 hours, I’m a little overweight - only 5 pounds but it’s something I don’t want to be carrying it, food /- I try to have protein all the time, fish mainly, occasionally a big steak, I don’t eat wheat or pasta, I don’t eat chicken or pork, 3 pm I want chocolate, Q: absent minded about other things? A: went on wrong day to a class, it gets worse as the day goes on.
Prescription: the Hafnium compound remedy one single dose, then continue the Hafnium compound remedy one dose daily for 3 weeks.
She stopped losing things and memory returned. No claustrophobia or fear with new work and is very successful in her own business ventures, mentioned above, no headaches, sleep returned to normal. Is ready to start dating again!