Author: Jan Scholten
You have to do what your father and mother tells you.
A hard, hostile environment, threatened, dangerous world, hidden dangers, sinister, heavy, unsafe.
Wrinkled, sloppy, messy, chaos, without order, going all directions.
Volcano, fire, energy, explosion.
Courage, power, heart, daring, defying, threatening.
Closed, shy, guarded.
Alone but having no idea that you can be with more people very simply.
Full of expectation.
Firmly grounded, strong.
Little heads, all lined up in a row, some only skulls, teeth are exposed and all small and shiny, shrunken heads; in the cave entrance going towards a darkness; decapitation, holding back.
Delusion: controlled, paralysed by a big serpent.
Greasy, oily, slippery.
Pressure on ears, becoming smaller and smaller, disappearing in lower abdomen, uterus or vagina feels safer.
Eyes: swollen, small, tearing.
Ears: plug, pressure.
Face: feels swollen, lame.
Mouth: tongue flapping; water in the mouth; tingling in lips; teeth feel loose.
Stomach: nauseous, churning.
Lungs: asthma, breathe.
Back: neck tingling, heavy; pain in left shoulder blade.