Author: Jan Scholten
Deny their problems, worries about finances and family members out of the idea that nothing can be changed due to the situation.
Hidden: keep the essence away from others, put up a different picture of themselves, does not want others to see their true self.
Fragile yet survives; being exposed, raw!; secret vulnerability; hidden.
Connections weak; attachment, detachment; isolation in busy environment; detached from emotions of others; cannot connect to what others feel; feeling of isolation, not heard; cannot express herself.
Individuality strongly emphasised; then isolation, then attempt to connect through superficial means.
Ailments from loss of children.
Separate to people in terms of colour, culture but a togetherness in spirit.
Desire to be happy and cheerful "lets look at the bright side of life".
Extravert, loving, very present, open.
Peaceful, calm; pleasant; loving; generosity; kindness; comforting, friendly, > beauty.
Celebration, freedom, lack of responsibility, richness; light, floating, bright.
Chaos; scatty, untidy; disorganised; scattered thoughts; disconnected; confusion.
Imagination heightened, activation of the mind; dreamlike; open to spheres; being drawn in, magnetism or hypnosis, mesmerised.
Fear: anticipatory; pain.
Feels royal, noble, important.
Feeling: moving inwards, telescopic; being; being held.
Delusion: I open a door, standing on a cliff, high, I cannot see what is at the bottom, maybe dark water.
Themes: teenage girls, dolls; red tunnel, deep; vulgar; powerful, short lived.
Theme: bubbling, foaming, spring of white, light green water, tornado, volcano, eruption, from deep; rotation, vibration.
Weather: < cloudy cold days, rain; > dry weather.
Desire: sweets, salt.
General: cancer; obesity and diabetes.
Vertigo: dizziness, spinning sensation.
Head: heavy; full, congestion; pain pressing forehead, upper nose, extending to outer ears and temples; heat, in waves; spinning around head, clockwise, pulsating pain in temples; headache across top of eyebrow; spikes sticking into head.
Eyes: dry; pain pressing; photophobia; itching inner canthus; vision blurred, tunnel; burning, itching eyes with lachrymation.
Ears: singing going in to pulsating.
Nose: empty; sneezing, tingling in left nostril; blocked; sinuses full, congested, blocked; mucus from sinuses; post nasal drip; burning.
Mouth: dry, lips; more saliva.
Throat: lump, mucus; opening; empty; full; tight, pulsations; constricted; tingling; blockage, lump; dry sore, back of the throat, left side; swallowing difficult; sensitive to air; itchy throat, = drinking; sensation around right throat like a band, short of breath, sore throat, something stuck in throat, desire to clear throat; tickle in the back of the throat, dry, tingling.
Lungs: suffocation; cough, < choking.
Heart: palpitation; fluttering.
Chest: empty; heavy; tight, constricting; opening; cannot expand; pushing from left to right; heaviness, pushing down on trapezius; muscle twitches on right chest and scapula, just a few twitches or spasms; sensation of pressure behind sternum, in area of thymus gland.
Abdomen: cramp; pressure in the middle; stitching pain, left side.
Female: cramping uterus.
Back: tight neck; right lower back nerves pinched; tingling, scapula, left; weakness of neck muscles, head; neck pain in the left side, causing a headache in the back of the head, tensions in the muscles of the back, muscles ache and pain in the back.
Limbs: pain in left forearm, > pressure; pain in the right elbow, from shoulder going to elbow; tingling finger tips; spasms in right leg, calve and shoulder; feet sensation of being swollen, shoes feel too tight; tingling sensation of skin, face, hands, fingers; oedema, right leg; heaviness on top of both arms.
Skin: formication, over right biceps.