Author: Jan Scholten
665.26.12 Carissa bispinosa
Culture: Alice in Wonderland.
Source: Kenton provings.
There is a clash between men and women. Women feel dependent on men that are cheating, lying, raping and adulterous, but they feel they cannot leave because they are dependent on them. They see it as a failure when their marriage ends; when they cannot make their husband happy. They feel guilty at the thought they cannot make their husband happy or that he might commit suicide when they leave.
In the end they escape the marriage, flee or divorce, but they do not know where to go or what to do. They have no anchor in themselves. They need support and feel lost in the wilderness of society. They have the feeling they have to choose between two bad things, a bad man or bad society. They choose bad men, cheaters and liars; rapists and adulterers. They blame their men and the women sleeping with them and do not look at their own part. They see good men as boring.
Feminine power, energy.
Distracted from ones spiritual path.
Women being more dependent in relationships than men, < history, subconscious feeling of generations.
Helping, caring and trusting between women.
Contrast between believing and disbelieving, trusting and distrust.
Dark, cold, heavy, oppressing.
Healing power, hidden; not knowing how to apply it.
Romantic, desire romance.
Fever: < infections.
Throat: cramping, clenching pain.
Heart: pain, sharp.
Limbs: broken, ankle; rheumatic arthritis; ankle sprains.
Skin: infected wounds.