Author:
Jan Scholten
Book:
Qjure
Type:
Picture
Chapter:
3-765.41.17
Boletus satanas
Essence
This personality and experiences life as very difficult and unsatisfying. The experience others as cold and distant. This can come from dear are youth, where dear parents and is were cold and unloving. On top of that they feel weak as if they cannot cope with the problems of life. So they seek support from relatives and professional caregivers. They hope to get more support by exaggerating their pains and sorrows. But the opposite seems to happen, people leave them as their needs seem to be endless. So they often end alone and isolated and withdraw even further.
Mind
Anxious dreadful.
Lamenting from overwhelming suffering, exaggerating the symptoms to show their hopeless situation.
Dissatisfaction, unsatisfied from their constant suffering.
Borderline, inferiority complex.
Unable to manage life without help from others.
Childlike, lacking the power and energy to care for themselves.
Not much attached to their mother who is cold and unloving.
Not knowing how to connect to people and make friends.
Cold and detached.
Disconnected from their own body and life.
Withdrawing in a dark room, in silence and solitude come I Was an aversion to noise and smell, want to be left alone.
Perception is odd, distorted, different from others.
Themes: expansion versus contraction; drivers versus hydration; keeping versus expulsion.
Hypochondria.
Anxious, restless
Anger, impotent, sudden attacks with words.
Dependent on substances, medications, food, painkillers.
Feeling trapped, locked in.
Sensitive vulnerable, easily hurt, life seems hopeless and problematic.
Expectations unfulfilled, unsatisfied.
Having excessive demands, worse every loss.
People being fed up with them, leaving them because their excessive demands.
Seeks support, constantly, from people, relatives, caregivers, drugs.
Marriage full of quarrels.
Lost childhood; rebellious in puberty, demanding an complaining.
Unable to work.
Addicted to medication.
Alone, depressed, withdrawn, worse old age.
Too weak to take care of the children.
Dreams; being a victim, victimised; animals, eating other animals, trying to escape; aggressive animals disguising themselves as friendly; gigantic proportions; having to retake examinations; trapped in a low job; being goddess Fortuna, naked, selling lottery tickets, bringing good luck.
Theme: Medieval ages, feudal lords versus peasants, the master having the right of the first night of just married women.
General
Sensation: weak; numb; swelling; spasm; expansion; shrunken, diminished collapsed.
Weather: chilly; >< mountains.
Sweat: cold, whole body
Body
General: prostration; diabetes, juvenile, in pregnancy; fading; fatigue chronic, weak, faintness; worse from loss of fluids and blood.
Head: headache, with visual aura.
Eyes: vision myopia.
Ear: noises, tinnitis.
Mouth: dry; salvation copious.
Throat: dry; violent burning and scrapingHeart: pulse weak; extrasystoles; arrhythmia.
Chest: opppression
Stomach: pain, frightful; nausea, sudden; violent vomiting.
Abdomen: distension; sunken, frightfully painful; liver inflammation, insufficiency, hepatitis.
Rectum: diarrhoea bloody, mucous, watery; colitis, bloody.
Male: prostatitis, chronic.
Female: infertility; vaginitis, recurrent, candidiasis; miscarriage, recurrent.
Back: pain; weak.
Limbs: cold; muscles contracted, painful cramps; varicose veins, legs; knee pain, artrosis; as if struck by lightning.
Skin: dry, itching, < winter.