Author: Jan Scholten
A person reeling between connection and disconnection. Staying in a distance includes aggression, hiding, escaping. Although longing for connection the vulnerability is too strong to commit oneself. The more a connection is demanded the stronger will be the tendency to escape it.
Very sensitive in a relationship. Withdraws for mere trifles. Drifts off in a dream world. Lacks purpose and meaning.
Gaining inner strength and old wisdom. I am who I am. It is at it is. Even as an observer you may interact. Opening up to the inner continuities of life; expanding one‘s consciousness. Questioning the criteria of space and time for our reality. A wider consciousness creates cheerfulness, ease and liberty. Space and time cease to exist. With this strength great difficulties can be mastered.
Distance, lack of contact, isolation.
Disconnected from own feelings.
Desire for protection.
Wants to be let alone, otherwise aggressive; aggressions.
Escapes the situation, refuses to confront himself.
Avoids to tie himself down
Slow; drifts off, dissociates; forgetful.
Strong and self-willed in being somehow different; basic strength.
Deep knowledge about the continuities of life; old wisdom.
Wide consciousness; everything is good as it is; it is as it is.
Cheerful, calm, relaxed.
Faces of well known persons appear.
Images of claws and chicken feet .
Flushes of heat.
Throat: scratchy throat.
Nose: discharge from right nostril.
Tension in teeth.
Limbs: foot cramp; sensation of contraction of tendons in hands and soles, as if they would distort to claws; muscles hurt around knee, tearing, drawing knee pain, right side <, on buttocks and thighs, > warmth.