Author: Jan Scholten
They are torn between duties to their job and their family. They want to please everyone, but cannot satisfy everyone’s needs. They feel pushed by colleagues or family members to do things for them. They try their best and work very hard to fulfil the needs of others. But it is never enough. They feel limited to do their own job because of the demands of parents or children. They want to be loyal, but others expect too much from them, and thus they can only be half loyal.
It can be that their parents ask too much attention and so they cannot attend properly to their job or study. Or their boss asks too much from them so they have minimise they attention for their children or parents.
Father gone, mother demanding, pleasing, cannot go to study, mother sucking at her.
Convinced of death, < haemorrhage.
Tension, pressure, < badly defined problems, in order to keep others in tension
No pity with people who refuse to let him go first.
Desire: acid fruit, acid drinks; water, thirst.
Time: < morning, 7 am.
Energy: weak, < morning; progressive emaciation.
Discharge: haemorrhages, < morning; bright red and not profuse in morning; dark and clotted in afternoon.
Throat: burning in pharynx, oesophagus.
Lungs: asthma; bronchitis; tuberculosis; cough, dry, hard, racking, < morning; expectoration blood, bright red, < morning, dark lumpy, < evening; problems diaphragm.
Heart: arterial haemorrhage; pulse soft, compressible.
Chest: constant and severe pain.
Stomach: burning, vomiting; belching, > lemon.
Abdomen: burning; rumbling distension; griping pain; jaundice.
Rectum: diarrhoea, sputtering; flatus loud, forcible expulsion of noisy; ineffectual straining; worms; bearing down pains.
Skin: erythema nodosa multiforma; itching, circumscribed swellings, like furuncle.