Feeling like an outcast, not worthy enough to have contact with, so trying to achieve, be someone big to get contact with others.
Phase 5, exuberance.
Stage 6 or 7, together.
Bitter acceptance, that is how it is, “I am not good enough, but I understand the others that they do not like me.
Smell: subtle, in the background soft.
Flushes of heat.
Hay fever, sneezing, pricking in nose.
They give a lot, but need support too; but they take too, in an unconscious way.